Searching by me
The midnight clock ding inside my brain
Eat the whole world out of me
Inside, I’m just a pathetic loser
Because I know the clock is ticking and
I’m wasting my time.
I’m in pain
I struggle
I fail.
Pathetic loser inside
Help is what I don’t need
Love is what I don’t crave
All I need is God
To show me the way
To everything
But I still can’t find Him
I lost but I succeeded, I’m blind but I can see
Who are you God??
I need the answer but I cannot find it
I searched and searched
But I’m not done searching
I don’t have the answer
I’m wasting my time
I’m wasting my need
I couldn’t sleep
I lay awake
I miss you God
I really do
But I still couldn’t find the way to you.
I love you God
I know I do
But still I fail to be with you.
Bless me