This song below... the lyrics of that song really hit me... that's how i feel exactly about my cinta hati.. :">
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9LRYN6ta8E
It's normal la to feel like that... because u haven't got a job rite now.. but when u finally start work, u won't feel this way anymore.. u will feel a different kind of stress... so before u start feeling all the stress, enjoy what u have rite now.. when u finally get a job, trust me.. ur gonna miss ur 'unemployment moments' rite now.. u'll wish u don't have to work..
but hey.. i hear malacca is beautiful ain't it.. especially the one near the river.. where they have kampungs along the way.. isn't it.. :-? i've only been to malacca once.. visited A famosa.. riding the horse.. the haunted house.. many many years ago..
my cinta hati hails from Penang.. he hates it there.. he says it's too crowded and the traffic jam is really bad.. worst than Puchong i guess.. so i don't think he's gonna take me to Penang anytime soon.. hey, ur hometown is in Penang or Malacca by the way.. maybe i can come for jalan-jalan in Malacca or Penang.. :-? take the flight.. would be cheap i suppose.. but where am i gonna stay.. staying in the hotel would be too expensive.. #:-S
i also feel kinda stressful at the moment.. i need to reduce my body weight.. i'm too chubby and i hate it.. i am sooooo dying to have my slim figure back... worst comes to worst, i'm gonna have to go back to doing the MC thingy again.. #:-S rite now, i gotta do something abt my face.. gotta do some chemical peeling or mrdb.. and all needs money.. haiz...